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gassy i seriously dont ge ti tman..be real..why r u such a dick man lol...i mean what is the point? why hurt sumones feelings?
bad english, but i can imagine that he means his fantasy.
He's trying to come to terms with his homosexuality. He's also known as fartingjake on youtube, and he likes to fart for guys to masturbate to. I think it's probably a complex where he has to vocalize his "need" for exceedingly "normal" ideals of socially attractive women, to "prove" to others, and to his own doubtful self, that he is straight.
To jake, you can't change who you are. If you're gay, be gay. If you're bisexual, be bisexual. But don't let yourself be swallowed by a tragic complex that makes you hide your real self, even from yourself- That will cause a lot of pain.