yissir
18th June 2010, 10:10 AM
I guess this is the place I am allowed to vent, so I will! Earlier today I was looking at some porn of "teens" and clicking on sites images and what not (everything stated legal and all...) and all the sites would redirect me to other sites... Eventually it popped up with a "child supermodel" site which is basically legal child porn since they are not naked. I couldn’t believe it and it redirected me to some random site in some other country site (.co I think it was) and I have been unable to get the images I saw out of my head since. They were little girls (some that looked mostly around 8ish) that were butt naked with men having sex with them (everything imaginable). I couldn’t believe what was displayed on my computer screen. I copy pasted the url and sent it to two different child porn reporting websites (just to make sure they are taken care of RIGHT AWAY). I still am beyond words. I can't tell my friends because I will feel like a weirdo and they may think I looked it up or something. But all day I have been unable to get the images out of my head, I seriously can't believe what I saw. Probably the most disgusting thing I have seen in all my 21 years of life, and those poor girls are probably still being raped by the ones that are supposed to protect them. What the fuck is wrong with people? I feel like I need to talk to a psychologist after today :[
Where do I go from here? Should I quit, afterall, that woulda never happened if I was'nt looking at porn. I guess I just need some time away.
Where do I go from here? Should I quit, afterall, that woulda never happened if I was'nt looking at porn. I guess I just need some time away.